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my i-SELF story starts here ======== 1940 — Junior, is already a FOCUSED OBSERVER as shown here — mother Connie with or without sister Gloria who lived one day as a ‘blue baby’ — urbanite tavern-owner-son, Senior (Rh+), shown not yet into the full stupor as a functioning alcoholic (he lived to 78y through six dry-up cures until drink made him really sick due to an exhausted liver). Connie lived into her 102nd year at her retirement home — the ‘not-good-enough’ son driving cross country to visit at least yearly — until maybe 1995 when he was departing in the hallway she announced, “Harvey, I don’t think we should see each other again.” Harv, without hesitation responded, “Ma, I agree,” walking off — we never spoke again, or corresponded. Harv was the shotgun pregnancy not aborted. Yet we were the culmination of generations of what Harv labels as NO-TALK❗️The years tumbled on and on with Harv’s i-SELF as hid subconscious driving force certainly NOT laced by his parochial education as a latch key kid. The best mother Connie could do in her circumstance. Harv was left tp his own devies in getting on in his life, yet they could be loosely described as a family of two. 1961 splintered off into marrtage with Elaine. Connie coping with retirement alone but fovused on a retirement home for her future.

dance combo

dance combo
2002 — Mother onnie and son Harv danced their lives together under the auspices of life-long NO-TALK parochialism. NOTE WELL — NO MALES SURVIVE FOR THE OLD-AGE PARTYING❗️

life 2026

2026 lifetime view of Harv — year 88 still a YOUTHFUL SPIRIT 😏 1960-1997 chased life partner ideation 💒 1986-1991 college educator 🏫 year 52 retired but didn’t know it 🧐 1999-2018 chased family 🧑‍🧑‍🧒‍🧒 year 86 SELF expression and publish 🤪 year 87 established RETIREMENT Tx 😉 year 88 📖 🚆🧑‍🦼‍➡️🚶 October 26 💡 — he is [at the nano-blog level (NB)] an ELDER EDUCATOR (EE) with one student, ie, himself … … … He is a philosopher of individual lives — his own and equal in quality to all functional others — his challenge is to express that ideation to a sliver of a ‘we’whole-hour to anybody interested [currently counted with just the index finger and by too many with just the ring finger] — IF HE HAS ANY FUNCTIONAL LIFETIME REMAINING — he works at maximizing his longevity via cooperation with health-care-industry and minimizing other distractions. including car-living He is reclusive as a student but not a recluse.

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to Milwaukee

1937 ? — Connie bolted from Marshfield live-in domestic work (indentured since grade five), to Milwaukee to mother’s-side south-Milwaukee relatives and perhaps domestic work for an east-side Milwaukee dentist.

Armand

1937? 1938? 1939? 1940? — Armand Otto south-Milwaukee-tavern-owner hung himself (cancer?).

sailor stand-up

sailor stand-up
1941 - THIS KID, today, still works his lifetime as a JOB! “Huh ?“ 🙄 ? RETIRED ? Contrarily, HarvOtto.com exists as a work of SELF study evidential narration challenge. Likely, it is a psychiatric COMPLEXITY CHALLENGE to understand SELF (effectualness navigation required). SELF IDEATION begins in the brain, develops in mind, via tasks chosen by a faceted self, 😉 ie, I-self, Me-self, We-self. 🤪 BE HAPPY with your own brain-mind-self as a JOB-mess 🤪. (Background pic represents Harv’s inherent tradition of being-aside, ie, ALONE.) His SELF study began in the 1970s as THEORY W.

beard in-car

beard in-car
2025 — looking ‘into’ his ‘magic-window’ iPad Pro with Magic Keyboard connected to “in-car home” internet, Harv jokingly laughs, (when he can get his keys LIT all-the-time🤥) — Harv laughs at his EXTERIOR SELF while at his daily-picnic-in-the-county-park [he is now TRESPASSED there 😕] — HARV is forever curious of his INNER SELF related to world-wariness via his curated “FREE” CHOICES. Local-yokel modernity-reality — if Harv does not behave he takes responsibility for his own chosen life-way — continually adjusting as he has perceived being trespassed from many places by many individuals — Harv respects them all, although he moves on his life-time path-way.

self key words

Before Harv’s INNER SELF study seriously took over his whole-hour lifetime interest. Harv had his “chasing-family’ lifetime-phase — well worth the time spent, but that chase was not the crux for KNOWING HIS SELF (his two preliminary SELF-keyword's are ALONE and TWEAK — perhaps MINIMALISM is another). A fairly stable book title has snuck out — NOT to be available soon in book stores near you.

2019 March 23 bucket for week 12 and past catchup by week
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a    YOUTHFUL SPIRIT    scribbles a    LIFEWAY    in its 81st year 
a million words, 70 thousand photos, and longing less with continuation of       THE MARCH INTO THE VOID
DocHarvOtto@me.com  --  http://happyharvotto.blogspot.com  --  HarvOtto.us domain 
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00 - daily MORe continues (Modus Operandi Routine plus extra).

Personal inability rises like the floor ascending, there is less room to operate between floor and ceiling (things get hampered). 
The ceiling presents imposition, rarified air for the spirited old. Maybe creative escapes up into THE VOID can be created.
As lifetime space diminishes, Harv advances into the relative void of rarified self function aimed at calm/ease.
Can this Void functional operation simply be focused to attending the navigation of the ever more confining end-of-life-tunnel?

13 - slept past noonM, CALM/EASE returns to the now, 
13 - stumbled through catch-up blog post — had forgotten end-of-life circumstance — to-do list way ahead as ability declines!
13 - CHALLENGES: pack for FL flip life, pickup garage/room, prep health visits, prep Yellowstone dogs-sit.
13 - MORE: implement Scrivo, digitize priority slides, glean so many items..
13 - challenge - optimize rest to return chronic pain to 1-3. 
13 - consider HurryRollTall for FL exercise, possible Marco over 24/7 gym I95 reinvention but health care anchor. 

12 - blog simplification trial still too complex, no more weekly posts, just those one liners that have been part of the trial. 
12 - invented static blog post that shows pattern via list. 
12 - end-of-life Into The Void will try a one-liner blog updated weekly pegged by the week to 'see' pattern progress.
12 - couch sleep prevented dog 'accidents’, suspect flea transfer. 
12 - "Into The Void" end-of-life phase gains traction as an idea for scribble. 
12 - slept some days through, eased into shower, weathered ‘sociality’ Greg kept isolated, errands for "scarred” Susan.
12 - rejected higher tech wireless charge case for AirPods and more complex riskier geek-dumb slide digitization.
12 - did PharmD advice to boost immune while living with pneumonia people, tricycled IO WM, napped, did MORe. 
12 - returned to daily tamsulosin for easier pee, nixed saw palmetto via PharmD.
12 - did shop for Sue pneumonia, offered to drive Greg to airport.
12 - closed dog sit with all day sleep w/o any dog responsibility, indoor cane use w pain 7 jolts. 
12 - angled cushion stacks: couch pillows, room pillow, no cushion for less post sleep pain. 
12 - no-accident dog sit lessened health from pain 1-3 to 3-4. 
12 - statin instability crash -- 2x1 glycol decaf pills. 
12 - RTF write iPad bad reviews Scrivener iCloud iPad on, iCal iPad NG for blog lines. 
12 - purchased ‘Scrivo Pro for iPad’ ($8 with limited iCloud sync). 
12 - lit scent candles for warmth and Susan PLACATION. 
12 - judged quicker expensive slide scanner to risky to pull off, prioritize single scans and multi task.
12 - J.Gallagher (https://www.cnn.com/2019/03/22/politics/mike-pompeo-donald-trump-israel-golan-heights/index.html) 
"Pompeo agrees it is possible God raised Trump to protect Israel from Iranian aggression" Trumpian theory (lie) for 2020 win. 
12 - Harv must seek a non-lie (non-fiction) end-of-life scene. 
12 - return to trike happened IN RAIN and glimmered Harv to relative super health. 
12 - new PCP surprises with Rx for tamsulosin, PharmD eyes drug list. 
12 - a one-day sleep recoups from unfriendly dog-sit couch sleep but back did not recoup!


Quarter 01 - daily 3x500mg acetaminophen for back/hips pain1-3, couch sleep pain 3-4, return to trike no pain reduction yet. 

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