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1940 — my I-self story starts here ======== 1940 — Junior, is already an in-mind FOCUSED OBSERVER thanks to being ‘alone’ [in the growth POLITICAL ATMOSPHERE of “sewer socialist” ]. As shown in pic — mother Connie with or without sister Gloria who lived one day as a ‘blue baby’ — urbanite tavern-owner-son, Senior (Rh+), shown not yet into the full stupor as a functioning alcoholic (he lived to 78y through six dry-up cures until drink made him really sick due to an exhausted liver). Connie [the “sewer socialist”] lived into her 102nd year at her retirement home — the ‘not-good-enough’ son driving cross country to visit at least yearly — until maybe 2005 when he was departing in the hallway she announced, “Harvey, I don’t think we should see each other again.” Harv, without hesitation responded, “Ma, I agree,” walking off — we never spoke again, or corresponded. Harv was the shotgun pregnancy not aborted. Yet we were the culmination of generations of what Harv labels as NO-TALK❗️The years tumbled on and on with Harv’s i-SELF as hid subconscious driving force certainly NOT laced by his parochial education as a latch key kid. The best mother Connie could do in her circumstance. Harv was left tp his own devies in getting on in his life, yet they could be loosely described as a family of two. 1961 splintered off into marrtage with Elaine. Connie coping with retirement alone but focused on a retirement home for her future. Harv looks to his future as a SEWER SOCIALIST.

dance combo

dance combo
2002 — Mother Connie and son Harv danced their lives together under the auspices of life-long NO-TALK parochialism, to whom she relegated Junior’s education and a life style basis. NOTE WELL — NO MALES SURVIVE FOR THE OLD-AGE PARTYING❗️ From youth on Harv UNBELIEVED MANY TEACHINGS and TRADITIONS.

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2026 lifetime view of Harv — YEAR 88 still a YOUTHFUL SPIRIT 😏 1960-1997 chased life partner ideation 💒 1986-1991 college educator 🏫 year 52 retired but didn’t know it 🧐 1999-2018 chased family 🧑‍🧑‍🧒‍🧒 year 86 SELF expression and publish 🤪 year 87 established RETIREMENT Tx 😉 year 88 📖 🚆🧑‍🦼‍➡️🚶 On October 26 💡 — he sees himself [at the nano-blog level (NB)] an ELDER EDUCATOR (EE) with one student, ie, himself … … … He is a philosopher of individual lives — his own equal in quality to all functional others — his challenge is to express that ideation to a sliver of a ‘we’whole-hour to anybody interested [currently counted with just the index finger and by too many with just the ring finger] — IF HE HAS ANY FUNCTIONAL LIFETIME REMAINING — he works at maximizing his longevity via cooperation with health-care-industry and minimizing other distractions. inclusive of car-living He is reclusive as a student but not a recluse.

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to Milwaukee

1937 ? — Connie bolted from Marshfield live-in domestic work (indentured since grade five), to Milwaukee to mother’s-side south-Milwaukee relatives and perhaps domestic work for an east-side Milwaukee dentist.

Armand

1937? 1938? 1939? 1940? — Armand Otto south-Milwaukee-tavern-owner hung himself (cancer?).

sailor stand-up

sailor stand-up
1941 - THIS KID, today, still works his lifetime as a JOB! “Huh ?“ 🙄 ? RETIRED ? Contrarily, HarvOtto.com exists as a work of SELF study evidential narration challenge. Likely, it is a psychiatric COMPLEXITY CHALLENGE to understand SELF (effectualness navigation required). SELF IDEATION begins in the brain, develops in mind, via tasks chosen by a faceted self, 😉 ie, I-self, Me-self, We-self. 🤪 BE HAPPY with your own brain-mind-self as a JOB-mess 🤪. (Background pic represents Harv’s inherent tradition of being-aside, ie, ALONE.) His SELF study began in the 1970s as THEORY W.

beard in-car

beard in-car
2025 — looking ‘into’ his ‘magic-window’ iPad Pro with Magic Keyboard connected to “in-car home” internet, Harv jokingly laughs, (when he can get his keys LIT all-the-time🤥) — Harv laughs at his EXTERIOR SELF while at his daily-picnic-in-the-county-park [he is now TRESPASSED there 😕] — HARV is forever curious of his INNER SELF related to world-wariness via his curated “FREE” CHOICES. Local-yokel modernity-reality — if Harv does not behave he takes responsibility for his own chosen life-way — continually adjusting as he has perceived being trespassed from many places by many individuals — Harv respects them all, although he moves on his life-time path-way.

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Before Harv’s INNER SELF study seriously took over his whole-hour lifetime interest. Harv had his “chasing-family’ lifetime-phase — well worth the time spent, but that chase was not the crux for KNOWING HIS SELF (his two preliminary SELF-keyword's are ALONE and TWEAK — perhaps MINIMALISM is another). A fairly stable book title has snuck out — NOT to be available soon in book stores near you.

2020 Jan 26 bucket for week 05

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2020 Jan 26 bucket for week 05 
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a    YOUTHFUL SPIRIT    scribbles a    LIFEWAY    in its 82nd year 
a million words, less photos, longing less   via THE  NOW   a1804 Life Of Functional tasks (LOFt),   a1783 notes
Identity: joy-love-freeing away sad-hate-fear for self-another-others in the context of a longer and productive LOFt.
DocHarvOtto@me.com  --  http://happyharvotto.blogspot.com a1815  --  HarvOtto.us domain 
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:Health:  Nothing scheduled on calendar. 
05 - call Brian ab glaucoma. Added veggies to Cici meal. Study coaching materials. 45F U in coat.
05 - missing pill times regularly!   Glaucoma pressure 15 each eye below 20 that would kick me up to specialist.
05 - Google search brings CA fluff about coaching avoid counseling. Skin creamed ankles itchy and swollen.
05 - skipped sugar noon desert.  All-day zinc lozenges for sore throat. Peroxide wash for oral bites and burns.
05 - some solid sleep degrades ‘cold/flu.’  Good stool opportunities Cici and LakePark. Pill sort.
05 - strategized MyMedicare and MySocialSecurity Representatives. 3-hour and 4-hour sleep duration ends ‘flu.’
05 - Steps: 1500U 1300M 900T 500W 600R 2900F 500A
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:Niceties: review current events BBC NPR CNN NYT WAS blog. Spiff & sweet dreams unto death in RIM.
05 - pu mail A after Sonny coffee w/dogs. Friday 8am Burnedette or M — nix attempt at socialization.
05 - no need to file 1040 tax NOT.  Harv v Susan texts.  24h dine-in McD twice in two days double fish and decaf.
05 - update 10.15.3
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:RIM As-set (Residence In Motion):  Why reluctance to spiff as-set operation to super health?  
05 - Nixed drive Apopka Walmart sleep Disney visit?      43F hourly pee but toasty heat pad in morning still going.
05 - sweet dreams sleep spot changed from St.Cloud to Kissimmee, likewise Planet Fitness gym membership.
05 - eliminate contagion, maximize rest, do bits — week delay Bob/Sherry Sonny to the following week.

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