week 51:    "More frequent cold weather irritates on top of 'dementia.'"   

168 whole hours:  92 sleep -- one sweat, one L leg nerve ill;  63 others -- Erin grief, pill sort difficulty, April;  13 growth -- unlimited internet, stream lectures, hang ceiling bags.

biggies:  ::   abdominal aortic aneurysm [CARD] NOT heart aneurysm [PCP] thus declined heart workup at this time  ::  (1) mobile ROUTER RESET giving first true connection reliability since 'Juno'  ::  (2) paralleled a grieving friend  ::  

non biggies :  ::  renal nutritionist  ::  found electrical interruption mystery  ::  all fish [NEF] no shrimp no rice go green leaves and lentils [CARD]  ::  "avoid eating carbohydrates such as rice, breads, pastas, and potatoes."CARD  ::  SRF Lesson Six completed  ::  document wifi glitch but data not glitch  ::  developing return to daily time tracking  ::  survived another cold spell  ::  (3) two four-hour sleep durations  ::  (4) had difficulty sorting weekly pills (Mild Cognitive Impairment) forgot on day of evening pills also locked keys in car and left the lights on later in the day and the next day also called Cecile "Celine" -- all negatives on dementia scale ! -- ended the week with TWO evenings of missed pills in spite of alarm use  ::  book title leans to Rejected rather than Loner  ::  one three-hour sleep sweat  ::  renal nutritionist review  ::  SRF Lesson Seven  ::  (5) ordered Stoicism book to merge with the SRF study  ::  

growth challenge :  ::  Matthew Stanley, New York University via CuriosityStream.com with subscription "The Unknown But Knowable." (6) One minute clip below, full lecture one hour.  Harv is the unknown.  Then, with science-leaning, Harv attempts to KNOW HARV'S KNOWABLE SELF by study/publishing, leading to further study etc.  ::  an interesting calendar development shows Harv's life flow in whole hours but then, as the days unfold, certain residuals remain as anomalies -- giving the perspective that 'little' growth/freeing is actualized when existence and others draw from the 24/7 weekly time constraint.

FEW GROWTH PERIODS REMAIN AFTER ACCOUNTING FOR LIFE-FLOW TIME CONSTRAINT

"me" history events

::   -2029-  statistical life expectancy y91 DEATH for planning ::   -2024-  blog/tome unlimited internet world-web/publishing  ::   -2022-   cancelled world cruise at $8000 loss to seriously fight a CKD-ESRD death GFR trend arrested with plant based diet  ::   -2020 -   settled for Four Townes FL with COA 'retirement office'   ::   -2018-  walked Disney World daily with walker and annual pass adapting from CA eviction  ::   -2017-   old-age balance ended LIFE-LONG CYCLING tricycle still in CA -- CA future ends  ::  -2016-   cancers -- prostate, scalp -- NC future ends  ::   -200x-   write/publish for PERSONAL GROWTH no-talk seriousness of seven web-sites, built ties to CA...  ::   -1998-   ended SPORTS CAREER  ::  -1996-PhD   almost a life-partner  ::  -1992-   Europe Germany Swabian Alb  ::  -1990-   in effect 'RETIRED'   ::   -1989-1985   EDUCATION CAREER  ::   -1984-   noted no-talk err(s)  ::   -1980-CMA   personal computer taken on consulting job (also took bowling ball) ::  1982-1961-MBA   PERFECT MARRIAGE (B.Dunn), INDUSTRY CAREER  ::  -1960-BSME   voluntary induction 4F  ::   

::  -1959-   KNIGHTED HAPPY HARV H2o anchor of "kid's" bowling team first place in men's league  ::   -1958-   NROTC flat feet  ::  -1956-   offered artist job post high school -- stranger than engineering college (because Harv assembled Erector sets 'good')  ::   -1950s-   HARD WORK TRADITION with accomplishment joy -- cathedral decoration, farm summers, pin-setting, bowling alley work, fitted storm windows, household shopping, parochial school, latch-key kid.  ::   -1940s-  walked away from home.

MISTAKE (err): noun: an action [inaction] or 

judgment that is misguided or wrong.

INACTION: noun: lack of action where some is 

expected or appropriate.(OAD)