MODUS OPERANDI: noun: method of working, method, way, MO, manner, technique, style, procedure, approach, course of action, plan of action, methodology, mode, fashion, process, means, strategy, plan, formula, recipe, practice. (plural modi operandi) a particular way or method of doing something, especially one that is characteristic or well-established. • the way in which something operates or works: Latin, literally ‘way of operating’.(OAD)
Harv’s 2024 SELF PERSPECTIVE
SELF: noun: 1.a person or thing referred to with respect to complete individuality. 2.one's own self. 3.a person's nature, character, etc. 4.his better self. 5.personal interest. 6.Philosophy. 6a.the ego; that which knows, remembers, desires, suffers, etc., as contrasted with that known, remembered, etc. 6b.the uniting principle, as a soul, underlying all subjective experience.(D.com)
- 13. Formal.educational degree.progression
- 14. Exploration / experimentation
- 15. Harv’s Spirit Commands
- 16. Chosen write tools
- 17. Basic universal human needs E.R.G
- 18. Harv’s three faces of self
- 19. I-Self Blog
- 20. Theory W — the precedence database
- 21. The Universal-Self
- 22. Choice — the center of self
- 23. Functional task descriptions
- 24. Target-Self — Harv’s single.sentence life.signature
- 25. Love — the happiness hierarchy
- 26. Life is limited — go with the flow
- 27. E.R.G. Existence need physical health maintenance
"I wish you and yours, Joy-Love-Freeing, away from Sad-Hate-Fear, for Self:trust-Another-Others, in the context of a longer and more productive lifetime and life:time, facilitated a nano by HarvOtto.com"(H2o)
In 2024, Harv’s degree.progress gained traction, spurred on by the initial write / publication events provided by Blogger.
Through Harv’s latest fifty years of lifetime, he took his two wholly.hour lifetime principles (specific.values https://whollyspirittome.blogspot.com/p/spirit-commands.html as one ‘w-holy’, the other wholly.hour lifetime is without myopic fractional hours), and he sees his brain thinking / doing 24/7 or 168 wholly.hours weekly as his chosen control period — that weekly progress control recasts his future Me-Self Illustration within his iCloud and Blogger publication. Harv sees his “cast with a fisher’s hook as into Black Sabbath’s void”. Harv’s earthly cast is to complete his personal post.PhD aim of write and publish, specifically of his self as a case study of Functional Organization, but that doesn’t mean his adult self organization is functional.
In his youth his education was turned over from his working single mother to the parochial school system. Rental residences were taken to facilitate his walk to school. From early on he was infected with lifelong learning. His father was a functional alcoholic with no child support responsibility of any variety.
Although ‘religious’, his education was secular — a definite hindsight feel of a ‘religious’ tradition preparing the individual for a secular world of seemingly infinite challenges — this ideation has grow through all the decades of Harv’s lifetime.
Lifelong learning is the "ongoing, voluntary, and self-motivated"[1] pursuit of learning for either personal or professional reasons. Lifelong learning is important for an individual's competitiveness and employability, but also enhances social inclusion, active citizenship, and personal development.[2] Professions typically recognize the importance of developing practitioners becoming lifelong learners. Many licensed professions mandate that their members continue learning to maintain a license.[3] Lifelong learning institutes are educational organisations specifically for lifelong learning purposes. Informal lifelong learning communities also exist around the world. (Wikipedia)
- BSME 1960 Marquette University WI — representing the way things work
- MBA 1970 Marquette University WI — representing the why things work
- CMA 1976 two and a half day national exam analogous to CPA
- pre PhD 1985 Bowling Green State U. — Harv declined to teach grad course
- pre PhD 1987 Fielding Institute CA — F.I. almost attained APA accreditation
- PhD 1996 Kensington University. CA. Functional Organization dissertation
- post PhD ~2025 case study — applies Theory W to a human as an organization
14. Exploration / experimentation
Experimentation is the basis of the scientific process — and it’s at the heart of what it means to be human and question the world around us. https://view.newsletters.cnn.com/messages/17220887509134e365aa363c3/raw?utm_term=17220887509134e365aa363c3&utm_source=cnn_Wonder+Theory+07.27.24&utm_medium=email&bt_ee=c9nfrCpkWuvxF5M2Ka1kylWl1qjFGokdiMB0IvUbMDRVAr%2Bb59hJSCJ38Z%2Bub3V2&bt_ts=1722088750917
The above quote adequately describes Harv’s Youthful Spirit within his better understanding of being more fully human.
Does that human exploration / experimentation have a limit or end ? So far into 86 years for him —NOT ! He continues to explore geographically, socially, culturally, technically, historically, politically (equality), physicality, …
Harv believes that the 117 billion humans who have gone before him and living with him as a group are, to say the least, INTERESTING, and subject to his curiosity. https://www.prb.org/articles/how-many-people-have-ever-lived-on-earth/#:~:text=Still%2C%20with%20some%20assumptions%20about,ever%20been%20born%20on%20Earth.
Will his individual curiosity cease ? “Yes !” However, his days are not yet numbered by the medical industry — but his years are statistically numbered at 91 years. In short, that’s approximately 44,000 wholly.hours yet available for exploration and experimentation, beyond his learned personal functions.
Even with his sleep function, Harv has and promotes the sweet dreams aim. And, he believes that his brain thinks 24/7. Certainly not on the instant genius level or ultimate consciousness level, but his brain grinds away, and it has been worth his while in self.satisfaction.actualiztion to aim his involved thoughts. He thinks, sometimes by default, a sort of emptiness until internal or eternal distraction imposes — at other times he thinks in an aimed fashion — for example, all his lifetime he wanted to write in a functionally organized manner. In a sense he spends his entire lifetime in the study / exploration of functionality — why, way, who, when, where, … And experimenting thereupon — to be published as his post-PhD case study.
In facilitation of exploration / experimentation, Harv has been in his share of places, some taken in opportunity, others by necessity, others by choice.
15. Harv’s Spirit Commands
Harv was born into / because of the Roman Catholic tradition.
Thus his tradition was the New Testament, and secondarily, the Old Testament. His single working mother Connie, turned his education to the parochial school. He walked to his early grades — rental residence was arranged to facilitate the walk. High school was facilitated by cross-city bicycling — certainly not competitive with his peers, some of whom already were driving. His grades were barely above average. Connie worked on the job since her fifth grade. Father, Harvey Senior was the son of a tavern owner who hung himself. Senior, a lifelong functional alcoholic was never interested in marriage nor child rearing responsibility. With no child support, Connie worked as an electrical wiring assembler for Square D — overtime was frequent. Harv spent summers in the Central Wisconsin area, being minded by relatives. Farm work gave Harv his realization that he was a worker — and he enjoyed the actualization.
Parochial education included daily Mass attendance where he followed along via his personal missal — with the impressive page markers of woven thread of several colors — his companion for years where he learned to read between the lines ! And was instructed by the nuns and priests to do so.
After his mid-life crisis in his 40s, Harv closed his Roman Catholic religious association by studying the Testaments using a Concordance, several versions of the Bible, and the keywords spirit and spiritual. He took away twelve Spirit Commands into his future lifetime.
- Humans know the joys of traveling and movement.
- The essence of human life is spirit.
- The spirit resides in all levels of human condition.
- The spirit of God is meant to be within each individual.
- The human spirit grows from past and present generations.
- The spirit is meant to represent individualism -- choice.
- Mend a broken spirit first, then the individual can listen.
- From an internalized spirit comes favorable attributes.
- Another's spirit may not look after your spirit.
- Spirited individuals have wholistic vision for their future.
- Spirited people are open, work hard, talk, and write.
- Spirited individuals are restless.
For more detailed study information click for Harv’s Spirit Commands.
From his study he took the religious word holy, and integrated it into his lifetime management ideation of controlling his lifetime productivity with whole hours measurement. Thus the term wholly hour represents the religious holy, and his control measurement of whole hours as WHOLLY HOURS — wholistic if you will.
For his remaining years of growth opportunity, Harv chooses to focus his productivity on Command #11, that is, Spirited people are open, work hard, talk, and WRITE.
16. Chosen write tools
In fifth grade or thereabouts, Harv chose to write his three subject homework for the one teacher, on a single sheet of paper. He doesn’t remember the subject but he remembers his curved line drawn from about two inches down from the top to about a point three inches across the top of the paper, isolating that corner for one subject. Perhaps he remembers because the teacher actually praised the act of having one sheet suffice for that night’s three-subject homework.
Today, Harv still has a problem with written organization — apparently completely unseen by his two-dimensional special ability — not to mention the three-dimensional ability to use textual link / narrative flow control, or the higher tech hyperlinks.
In 2024, Harv’s daughter texted, “ My brain is literally going in hundreds of directions today.” Harv responded, “ You think 24/7 like I do ! I love that more and more as I learn to manage the hundreds of directions !” Therein lay one of Harv’s fatal flaws — that of thought closure before jumping to another, and another, ad infinitum. Perhaps the jumping from and outrunning currency is exploration / experimentation on steroids — unfortunately with unproductive results.
In 1980, Harv bought his first computer, the TRS80 (“trash DOS”) and subsequently flew it along to his consultant’s job site where he produced his own consulting job report. He progressed with Windows and in 2015 switched to Apple as generally more friendly — although Apple has its own “geek-dumb”.
In 2024, he continues to carry his computer power anywhere and everywhere he explores, in his quest to write. In July 2024 he logged a first hour of write and works on his second — hopefully to accelerate from there.
In 2022, he found Blogger as his write / publish tool. The function of instant publish “to the world” a sort of edit operation. His world is his audience of one, so he writes sort of as a hobby for his own self improvement. Likewise for his 1400 page PhD dissertation to be easily academically discounted but personally important — as is his post-PhD case study publication — again, for an audience of one, HIS SELF.
Then in mid 2024 Harv attained decent 24/7 access to unlimited internet — the game changer. Although many other supporting betterments were contributed.
Before Blogger it was the Scrivener write tool — unsuccessful, but the base data is preserved.
An important development during the Scrivener era was the idea of his life flow. The weekly control data gave rise to an illustration showing several years of weekly actualization, permitting the visualization of his lifetime epochs, pinpointing a fatal flaw of chase.
……. means under construction
Using his Scrivener words base, he has used the Blogger tool to infuse a feeling of discipline that would perhaps be provided by an editor /mentor.
Publishing an initial draft perspective obviously adds the instant opportunity to read the published material, self-edit further, rewrite, and republish — continually evidencing a measure of written progress — closure practice if you will — non-closure being another of Harv’s fatal flaws..
Thus Harv implements the weekly.steps of the remainder of his progressive lifetime flow.
He works to fulfill his need to write.
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17. Basic universal human needs E.R.G.
Harv sees the universal human needs as a hierarchical progression of existence needs fulfillment, relatedness needs fulfillment, and personal growth needs fulfillment.
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18. Harv’s three faces of self
Harv’s three faces of his self are I-Self, Me-Self, and We-Self — or, in order of importance to others — We-Self, Me-Self, and his I-self. To whatever organization — it’s We, the organization — for another-relationship it’s usually Me in the end after ‘all’ is revealed — for many individual males the I is deemphasized (“men die early” being the ultimate insult to the I, especially with his learned self-cooperation. If the reader hasn’t noticed the anger here — IT’S HERE.
Harv studied / learned his I-Self much later in his lifetime — it had everything to do with self-responsibility including longevity as well as his fulfillment of his basic human needs, not at the expense of others but in cooperation and challenge. As his ninth Spirit Command says, “Another's spirit may not look after your spirit.“ T H I S IS THE POINT OF HIS LIFE’S MICRO CORRECTIONS after his mid-life crisis.. Interestingly, from those 1980s, with advice from several psychiatrists, he had no intervention. He did however, seek as many healing devices as readily available
To Harv’s credit, he managed his medical recovery very well — a successful colonoscopy reconnection, then a sport’s career, and an intra-generational retirement phase. His retirement was / is a particularly ragged affair.
19. I-Self Blog
Harv’s initial blog page features his I-Self — everyone has one if they responsibility account. The forms are myriad — diaries and journals being popular, but not promotive of scientific study.
Broadly, in Harv’s case he sees his time time acts / action / actualizations in the spirit of Maslow and Alderfer (Clayton).
Harv’s I-Self blog emphasizes his push to write, supported by sociality, and dealing with his life stumbles. It tracks his 168 w.hours of lifetime —he pays attention since the 1970s — controlling his time and his life — however judged as incorrect. Taken alone, the I-Self blog misses the specific why of choosing life acts, and therefore easily falls prey to error, not to mention mistakes. He needed Theory W to study the why and the way of associated acts to guide choices.
Ten Me-Self life.scenes are linked from the blog’s front page, entitled Illustration -- ten ME-SELF scenes 1938-2024+.
A forerunner, not yet ready to be discarded —
2024 publish instant expression
200x personal growth
2017 intergenerational retirement periods
2017 lifetime bicycles -- tricycle in CA -- Disney World walker
1998 sports career softball umpire
1996 PhD almost a life partner
1990 retired without realizing
1989 education jobs career
1980 personal computing began
1982 the perfect marriage (B.Dunn)
1982 industry jobs career
1959 knighted Happy Harv Otto (H2o)
1950s 1940s addictive tradition
Harv’s front blog page features his I-Self — everyone has a Self if they responsibility account. The forms are myriad — diaries and journals being popular, but those are not promotive of scientific study.
articulation: 1a: a joint or juncture between … 2a: the action or manner of jointing or interrelating 2b: the state of being jointed or interrelated 3a: the act of giving utterance or expression.(MW.com)
20. Theory W — the precedence database
……. means under construction
The heart / essence of Theory W is the precedence database.
Like any database, the precedence network has records, that is, action records — to the action add an act#, descriptor columns, a way#, and you have a basic record.
Example — Harv chooses to write, give that act a number and you have yourself a record.
123 write
Continuing — in what way do you want to write ? Harv’s answer — computer word processing. That’s another action, so it gets a different record number.
456 computer
That’s an incomplete description. Falling back unto engineering-type experience, a verb-descriptor-noun fills the need. thus —
456 process computer words
Now the precedence network records are —
The database way to read the why of “write” is to “process computer words”. Or, you can say, the why to “ process computer words” is to “write”.
Welcome to the geek world, but the precedence network idea makes possible the study / thought about large complex projects beyond the capability of paper — whether graphically (example: PERT chart) or narrative (literally impossible although flow charts have been used across multiple pages).
For the steadfast calendar, much software effort continues to be devoted to the calendar as a life time management tool. Harv hopes to bring the precedence network application into the calendar realm, that is, merge the calendar with life.task functionality — perhaps in the years to come.
Recognizing the steadfast calendar, the calendar remains the foundation of Harv’s lifetime. Each week’s calendar is shown in the Blogger “Older Posts” available back through 2018week32, and even further in a less organized, more fragmented form back through 2018june10.
Year 2017 was Harv’s last year of visiting California — in parallel with his loss of bicycle balance ability, with the move to a tricycle for exercise etc.
21. The Universal-Self
Week 24w12 has popped a hierarchy of sorts unto Harv’s write scene -- that of the Universal Self.
Consider a two-dimensional representation as one way to explain the human self.
……. means under construction
As Harv’s Self.faces have matured in definition, he went through a series of levels.
- I-Self concerned with actualizing his 168 hours weekly.
- Me-Self summed a positive understanding of patterns — taking many weeks of development.
- We-Self curates the news looking for ideas that impact his choices that impact his Me-Self.
- Universal-Self as a universal statement of human selves.
- Origin-Self generally, speculates as to the origin of a specific self.
- Target-Self sets out the sketch of what the individual targets as their self aim.
22. Choice — the center of self
Consider a two-dimensional representation as one way to explain the human self.
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23. Functional task descriptions
This is not the place for an Otto example of a task descriptions taken from the precedence database, but his current August 2024 life deliberation has led to the completion of an important task of “initialize Blogger write” as his write tool, and he needs a place to put it for now.
……. means under construction
initialize Blogger write start 2018week26? end 24w30 as-set iPad M4
California retirement start NOT end 2018w25
California pre-retirement visits start 200x end 2018w25
From a 6/10/2018 post of the week — a potential California family home. For the challenge of building a figurative home in California; (Another whirlwind of geography.) Continued elder aches, a new health control system, and family program changes. Is Harv up to the tasks? (Harv struggles for the energy to shape his future LIFE WAY.
- weeks of month LIFE HISTORY FLOW 26 - Susan/Greg in HI, PCP3mFollowupDue
- 25 - Greg in Lincoln, donate blood,
- 24 - Lincoln home setup talk,
- 23 - Sue to Indiana, home in CA offer,
- 22 - wallet opens,
- >2018 JUNE detail for life pattern awareness of weekly flow as LIFE WAY
- w22: into38jeans, w23; CAhome, w24; sad/study, w25; moveOut, w26; return’home’.
- w18: backupAir, w19; Nancy?dogs, w20; reinvent; w21; seclusion.
- w14: DeBaryH.care, w15; muscleCrampsPAINw11on, w16; CA h.care, w17; stonesPass,
- w13: PCP aims protein, carbs, 6m no b.donate, at least walk for 80#overweight42jeans,
80th year week 23 study of calendar history reconciled to 168 hours weekly for validity: CONFIDENT CALENDAR LIFE WAY aimed at detailed pattern analysis and prompt actualization (article 1815); - oneself life way focus on exit to FL in three weeks has changed to an offer for a CA family home, - less open(chase) continues, avoid temper tantrums, emotionally tired, sent two suicide emails, - no progress Numbers for dissertation reentrance, read in some Stoicism and Vulnerability books, - give Jared/Lance followup time for Lego kits to get built / filmed, HEALTHY AGING by Mayo Clinic; - delayed fourth scooter tryout, into 38w jeans with belt 5 notches cinched, made FL PCP appointments, - no non fridge beans / sausage evening meals thus BM difficulty, scooter seems worthy 5day recovery, - nipples hurt if pressed, expand stress tidbit to article 2o, 70# gym set, AS-SET NICETIES support wellness; - difficult reentry into Mr.FixIt role, Fit driver seat latch fix, Fit lighter replaced, no Fit air recharge, - silicone under hall runners awaits approval, another dogs’ fragrance soother, assured Bob for Africa 2019, - Febreze soothes Sue for less hammering, slides/digitizer/backup remain in FL, SOURCE/USE of weekly hours: Sleep 10h daily took less -14 h drastic life way change to FL now to CA has stressful implementation, Health took more +1 hours once gym/scooter, 38w jeans holding, did stress study 2 suicide emails, As-set maintenance more +22 h with CA time short difficult Fit lighter replacement took focus, Visits (sociality) took less -9 h focus was forced to Harv’s return to Florida lifeway,
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24. Love — the happiness hierarchy
Harv has come in his recent years to view a definition of love that was missing key elements within his earlier lifetime.
One element was that of challenge, coming out of his epochs of chase.
Harv sees love as a hierarchical strata.
First level — RESPECT. On that level Harv can be happy with all 117 billion humans the ever existed. A sort attitude of just respect them and let them be what they are or have been.
Second level — ENCOURAGEMENT. Harv has only 24 hours each day to share between his self and others. In a sense he was fortunate that his early formative years were spent alone. His environment was no-talk. Father drank as a functional alcoholic. Mother had an inherent temper, did factory work after marriage life dissolved if it was even there.
Harv’s education was turned over to parochial school, a residence arranged for his easy walk to school, and he was a latch key kid — basically alone. There were neighborhood boys of whatever bond, definitely not mischief. But no school friends, he quit being an alter boy quickly, was the quartermaster in scouts with memory of precipitating inventory — tents, etc. He remembers the parochial class lesson where you arrive at perfection, then you go on to “sins of omission,” where you take on added responsibility for anyone or anything else that you see as imperfect. And that your good works will be returned to you without negotiation (withholding something).
Third level — challenge.
John Powell S.J. wrote many paperbacks about love. Many more misunderstanding.prevail. In one religious vein, Jesus’ story of love, caps with the challenge of his leaving behind the challenge of the New Testament, which unfortunately permits the misinterpretation of his return — an excuse for inaction by some ‘faithful’.
There came a point in Harv’s lifetime whereby he realized an excess of chase dimished his happiness return by depriving his self of encouragement.love. He subsequently pulled back on the attention given to / for others, especially attention that offered no return encouragement. He maintained a minimal level of encouragement.love to / for others — the results were positive but none were instant while he maintained a minimal “keep in touch” opportunity.
In the meantime, Harv focused on his self.love, that somehow was reemphasized previously, and was a serious source of his unbalanced life. Interestingly, he still enjoys car-life within what he calls a balanced life — no as of August 2024 into a renewed retirement phase to include Wednesday train rides to Disney World, and weekends at the Disney World McDonald’s.
Disney World annual pass retirement provides Harv a quality attempt where his life capping World Cruise had to be cancelled becuse of his focus on healing a Chronic Kidney Disease condition.
He fulfills his personal responsibility for his happiness. As Wayne Dwyer proclaimed, “THER IS NO WAY TO HAPPINESS. ! Then after a potent speaker’s emphatic pause, he continued, “HAPPINESS IS THE WAY !”
Happiness is Harv’s way of life. In the 1950’s, his kids’ bowling team score sheet read, “Happy Harv,” in the #5 anchor position — the kids won the men’s league championship, but Harv was able to crack through the 200 average ceiling. He declined to pursue that challenge — instead, he had his BSME, a job, and marriage at hand.
Plus, maybe most important, lifetime is limited.
25. Life is limited — go with the flow
Not only lifetime is limited, but life itself is limited.
Life quality erodes — subject to the mechanical law of entropy.
2024jan30. think "more-feeble and more-safe" life-flow operation :: (1) continue betterment 24/7 thinking in spite of -2024- age entropy :: wealth seems secure :: continued car-life seems doable :: year 91 statistical-life-expectancy in doubt -- another medical challenge 2023 aneurysm-cysts akin 2022 CKD-ESRD-cognition 2016 cancers 201? apnea :: (2) define current assisted-living operation :: (3) enjoy unlimited internet study/publish :: observe the COA old people -- Max y98 married at Knox last year, Shirley y97 fell again, the model Paula y94 out of rehab, since dead, lazy George the president y96, svelte Frank y94, Susan dead, Jeanette dead, Bonnie dead, 100yo Pauline physically and mentally fit but needs her L hearing aid fixed ... ::
…………means previous work below for integration (rewrite function — ideation development). A process know to Harv seemingly ‘forever’………
The ideation process is the creative process of generating, developing, and communicating new ideas for products and services. Idea generation is an important phase in the overarching innovation process.(Google2024july31)
owever, The self decides/defaults what will do in its next wholly hour (two meanings -- whole as an integer and Holy on the spirit-side-view.
For Harv, his current lifetime phase encompasses these functions -- sleep, sleepless, web study write, dining sociality by person, commute, chicken supper or sausage muffen with egg breasfast, coffee/cocoa shake, tv, play distraction 'hands', report weekly blog, infer patterns, forge future action,
2024may01. 2024week18 has offered a clear calendar, with Harv's specific interest in the maturation of his mode relative to his post 1996 PhD personal case study -- the Diet Precedence Chart resulted six weeks later.
His work is resposponsibility for his lifetime. His prime tool in getting his head around his lifetime has become Blogger.
As a half-decade of weeks have passed, his blog aim has become specifically his MO tied back to his 1996 PhD dissertation -- a 28 year reach for the supposed purpose of info input for his future weeks of action choices at the wholly hour MO level, that is, wholeness-of-being level and whole hours of chosen future action level.
Morning micro routine
Curiosity and understanding are humanly inherent. Among other synonyms, they may be chosen for satisficing a lifetime. Or, on the other hand, the human may just choose to be surprised with 'hidden' patterns, or the ultimate -- be surprised by death with little exercised curiosity or understanding.
Harv chooses to be curious ... -- but is everybody deep down inherently -- inclusive of their daydreaming, which Harv assumes everybody does? Kids for example, if not most, could be roped into curiosity recognition by a kid's video (click here).
Another word for Harv's curiosity is understanding (or if better stated anti misunderstanding -- because so much in the world is misunderstood and subjected or quick assuming/judgement -- or believing, that is, assuming correctness, usually because someone or something in authority/stature 'told' they so.
Harv updates his calendar and blog, curates his world We-Self, saves notes for future self-sharing and cogitation. His range of web sites including their newsletter -- AP BBC NPR NYT WAPO Bloomberg CNN WSJ C-SPAN Fox CNET ChinaDaily
Seldom a breakfast eater, his weekday dinner is provided by COA (Council On Aging -- one of many formats for Senior Centers). Weekend eats are Asian buffet or Mexican ...
Comfort food associates with anxiety/stress caused by overextension within the week -- the challenge being to take each week and strip out some anxiety/stress action. A clear calendar does not mean less anxiety/stress. For example, week 2024w19 sociality exploded in a positive direction -- with intention to NOT smother growing relationships.
Noon eats and nap times
Evening
This may be the exhibit of my post PhD case study
Currently, Harv's quality is urban RV freedom where traditional RVs are tied to campgrounds -- example, no overnight camping at ParkNride whereas Harv in his RIM has done ParkNride 'comping' under the DOT and local police radar.
Harv continues to find overnight and day parking for his Four Townes retirement. His activities have changed from COA wifi to 'home' Tmobile wifi for direct support of Harv's personal writing -- his retirement work. Other life work supports his life work as personal writer.
Thus there is an attitude/hope/aim change from family pursuit era to an independent personal quality of vehicle, assiste living, duds, personal appearance, sociality, entertainment, ...
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Is this MO too energetic for an 86yo to manage?
Harv has long overextended -- perhaps the most of his actualizations have been overextensions. Harv can easily be seen as just a normal (or less than normal) person (but with personal maybe over-the-top dreams without the resources for implementation), doomed to failure.
And fail he did -- with considerable success as icing on the cakes that were baked. Most recently, a substitute PCP inferred that Harv will never see literal Assisted Living based on the PCP's personal knowledge of male 'degenerates' -- Harv included, if you view his current position as a failure, that is, "homeless" for one description, or, drives a 15 yo car, for another -- and many more discount descriptions depending on one's vested interest.
Thus, regardless of failure measure -- current or past -- Harv focuses on his MO via the context of his PhD dissertation precedence network presentation. Purely a personal aim that can reveal his MO in whatever the required detail. Harv's personal satisfaction rules, the question remains unanswered -- "Is his MO too energetic?" Especially with continued 'failure' as the result ! "Where's the satisfaction?"
The answer is still his negotiation of joy-love-freeing away for sad-hate-fear.
To steal a parallel with Wayne Dwser; "There is no way to success. (speaker's pause). There is no way to success. Success ia the way !"
Seeing Assisted Living as his present mode, COA provides dining, his RIM (Residence In Motion) is his home, an Tmobile provides his 'home' internet router. His support system draws from the Four Townes area and beyond.
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Where is the betterment flow aspect to this MO?
The presentation of Harv's life flow in ten scenes:
- death realization (non traditional assisted living)
- life-long bicycle travel (world cruise cancelled)
- personal growth philosophical study
- intergeneration retire time
- sports career
- education career
- perfect marriage
- industry career
- knighted Happy Harv
- addictive tradition
The condensed 'grand display' of Harv's life flow ...
- 91 years
- 5 future years to continued SELF-spirit-responsibility LIFE-EPOCH-SIX -- SELF COMPLETES then disappears. "I experience joy-love-freeing via a wholistic self of respect, encouragement, challenge."
- 2 years to arrive at wholistic SELF for LIFE-EPOCH-FIVE. "Starkly compare the above next year’s actualization as it happens."
- CKD to ESRD TERMINUS DID NOT HAPPEN with enough intervened growth lifetime to provide statistical confidence for statistical longevity of 91y.
- 5 years of SELF-spirit-responsibility LIFE-EPOCH-FOUR prior and post. Starkly compare the next year’s actualization as it happens. CKD to ESRD TERMINAL ?
- 22 years of family chase LIFE-EPOCH-THREE
- 35 years life-partnership-chase LIFE-EPOCH-TWO
- 22 years of H2o-self-spirit-development LIFE-EPOCH-ONE
- 1938 December 01 Harv born a bastard weeks after parents’ marriage of Connie’s-temper and Senior’s drink but he never danced
- 1938 shotgun wedding: city-view v farm-view argued abortion (Connie delayed abortion until 2003 — son Harv’s y63 ultimate 'hard" eviction)
Source: Autotelic LifeFlow (ALF) chart with 86 years of weekly detail via Scrivener app.
Harv's wholistic life responsibility signature:
I wish you and yours, Joy-Love-Freeing, away from Sad-Hate-Fear, for Self trust-Another-Others, facilitated a nano by HarvOtto.com
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Happy Harv Otto rebirths 'without' Elaine -- 1938-1959 jumps to 2024-assisted living death at unkown location (21 years wedlock v 65 years of engrained influence not necessarily bad but damn inconvenient)
2024apr30. Another ideation that dawns is that of Elaine's influence on Harv. The context being the Monsignor Zeurn's advice not to marry Elaine. In effect, as Harv becomes ever more distant from his 'blood', the more he moves back in time to the pre Elaine thoughts in Harv's mind. He envisioned Elaine being the mind that would grow in parallel lifetimes. Yet, here that Harv 'sees' pre Elaine to post Elaine engrained in the kids, he 'sees' the potential of his future "free' of Elaine. That's not going to happen - his kidsare integral with him as they are with Elains. Harv's growth with each kid is up to he and the kid. For Harv without Elaine, it's a world of assisted living that dawmd -- away from the kids, although not impossible, however very unlikely evidenced by evictions and perceived 'distain' for the 'failed' dad, that is, Harv -- not incidentally, the Happy Harv that predates Elaine.
Harv's future may be assisted living. COA, now in revamped form of passive sociality, provides dining and sociality, chastised of his early 2024 assertive socialization. Passive socialization fits very well with Harv's experience at mother Connie's retirement home. Currently his 'assisted living' housing is being satisficed by his RIM (Residence In Motion) with its support system.
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- continue FL2017 renewal that gave CHC HTN control, prostate cure, WellCare, mail box proximity;
- travel the future with foundations of FL2000-2018, Principles199x, minimalism, and vagabondage;
- enhance actualization -- (1) existence as-set, (2) extensive relatedness, and (3) niceties of growth needs;
- extend education curiosity, BSME, MBA, CMA, PhD dissertation, tome scribble, amateur publication;
- listen/co-operate with oneself/others 107 billion, BBC, NPR, CNN, blog, particular study, personal blog/domain;
- research books “A Guide to the Good Life: The Ancient Art of Stoic Joy” “Vulnerability” “End of Illness”,
- research Functional Organization personal case study, seclusion,
- challenge understand and cope creatively with (1) oneself, (2) longevity, (3) sociality, and (4) death,
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prior2024may01. Six years have passed since the eviction from California 'retirement', retrenched to Florida-retirement where the send off was "you'll be better off in Florida than in California." [Learned from discussion at Laura's death, in hindsight, Susan steered me away from her 15 year self-esteem decline.]
Subsequently, the Florida 'retirement' was re-incepted and the 'normal' Harv life-development pace as a personal writer proceeded as evidenced by the HarvOtto.com domain. Instant publishing began with an annual pass for Disney World to walk with his walker to bolster his balance recovery -- he gave up his bicycle for a California tricycle -- it remains there along with his large toolbox, some clothes, and minor items. The Disney World annual pass was interrupted by Covid. In parallel, elder service availability upgraded from St.Cloud to Four Townes, specifically Council On Aging Orange City as its COA dining operations moved locations, and the COA OC activity center was reopened. There, Harv was able to pursue adequate wifi connection via 'his' COA Computing Activity (now defunct and replaced by Harv's newly acquired Tmobile 'home' wifi -- "That's correct." his car now has a wifi router.
Incidentally, Harv deems cohabitation (click here) not compatible with his independence going forward (strangely confirmed by a substitute PCP meet 2024may). [He is still not 100% there.]