Life flow blog bucket #3 LONER autotelic actualization
2023sep24 to make better sense in and of the world to focus the H2o life direction
This weekly list sums the lifetime effort to fulfill the #1 bucket list in a ’wholistic’/well way: sensically-thought-through/out.
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======================================== universal human needs (ERG) =================
week health satisficed __ life-vision stability _____________ ExistenceRelatednessGrowth ______ evidence reference
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death y100 ________ wears DNR lanyard since 2021 ____ encouragement by 2021 MD _______ Connie y102 death
death y97 _________ longevity projection _____________ added/dropped diet alcohol for 0.8y __ longevity.png
book publish ______ “Organization by Otto” _______ ________________________________ death update.rtfd
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continued SELF-spirit-responsibility LIFE-EPOCH-SIX _______________ SELF COMPLETES then disappears
Experience joy-love-freeing via a wholistic self of encouragement and challenge.
===================================================== Life-flow icon legend in priority order:
1. ^ = “maintain RIM” icon (Residence In Motion) to facilitate lifetime-effort flow threaded across weeks of life time.
2. * = “satisfice health” indicates lifetime-effort threaded across life time, note difference between lifetime and life time.
3. ~ = “live philosophy” or “live philosophically” indicates lifetime-effort threaded across weeks of life time.
Using bucket #3 website for pattern perspective, Harv remembers his career retirement y52 1991, then his PhD y57 1996, realized he had enough wealth to financially retire y58 1997, quit his umpiring sports career/hobby, and embarked upon his life-epoch-three 22 years of family chase -- a definite change in lifetime direction. Similarly, in 2023feb Harv changes his life expectancy from 2024 to 2029. Questions arise. In his 50s he retired, got a PhD in his speciality the best way he could, and then went on to ‘job-really’ retire. A pattern. How can this pattern inform his choice going forward? Another cruise adventure? No. Return to family chase without an invitation? No. Change geographic? Not without incentive. Advertise for companion? No, but Yes via website, or ‘carding’ for a lady. Continue writer progress, glean computerized ‘junk drawer’, produce higher quality slides via digitization? Yes. Continue car living? Yes, for freeing optimization. Ultra glean car's minimalism? Yes. Spend wealth in support of action plan? Yes. Spiff 2023 persona? Perhaps, if ‘George y97’ laziness reverses.
2029 y91 statistical death ___ ______________________________ ______________________________ Eileen’s arrangement
2028 y90 assisted-living
2027 y89 car living into 90s _ DMV renew __________________ license expires end 2027 88yo ______2021 driver’s license
2026 y88 book write
2025 y87 car-living ______ health care __________________ publish pre-book pamphlet ________ use trail walker
2024 y86 COA office _____ glean 2-foot paper stack __________ corral dissertation fragments _________ ____________
52 —
01 — arrange RIM checkup . ______________________________ ________________________________ _________
2023 y85
52 —
40 —
NOW below — ‘existence’ RIM limps ^ , ‘relatedness’ health ok * , ‘growth’ live philosophy ok ~ ,
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39 — ____________________ slides scan work-flow ________ ________________________________ enjoy epoch six
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NOW above
38 — PCP Broome * ______ initial slide scans NOT __________ engine light^ coils replaced ________ auto-actual post~
37 — 265# eye exam *_____ slides tests, four shots ___________ wee hour productivity ________ write bits highlighted
======================================== resolution for y86: get slides and papers out of RIM to y91
2 years to arrive at wholistic SELF for LIFE-EPOCH-FIVE below with growth continued above
Starkly compare the above next year’s actualization as it happens.
CKD to ESRD TERMINAL DID NOT HAPPEN with enough intervened growth lifetime to provide statistical convidance.
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36 — FULL RETIREMENT IDEATION slides tests ________ engine light^______________________ together life flow
35 — ideate walker hiking*_____________________________ stream __________________________ greater life flow
34 — PCP Broome * ______ cut BP medication*___________ FCP SF9 study _____________________ movie cuts
33 — FLAT TIRE^________ phone silenced _________________ shots list __________________________ shower
======================================== universal human needs (ERG) =================
week health satisficed ____ life-vision stability .____________ ExistenceRelatednessGrowth ______ evidence reference
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32 — PCP Broome * ______ Desktop clear __________________ blog becomes tome _______________ many fixits
31 — 269# blood draw*___ tired sad R lower leg fault pix ____ web site gets complex ‘hating old people . no 91y aim~
30 — ill sleep*___________ no streaming __________________ COA gets wifi __________________ Cici out-of-bounds
29 — ill sleep 268# ______ L shoulder blade stress? knot ______ more shirts ________________________
28 — 268# ______________ Susan turns self to self ________ releases Harv from parent to challenge-love~
27 — RIM 99F in shade^__ close L foot heal *______________ diet reset* ______________________
26 — 97F heat*___________ depression*___________________ world swirls ____________________
25 — c.p.f. diet*__________
24 — added bran*________
23 — revamp diet*________
22 — nutritionist*__________ fourth not ^ oil change ____________
21 — diarrhea*then lots gas __ Carolyn stalk Rachel advance 20/50 _ saltines ice nix failed again ______ Susan/Rachel ___
20 — teeth clean (strategy) * __ iPhone case/lanyard fix ___________ back to daily routine~ __________
19 — April nutrition restart diet . boot solidifies foot heal __________ continue blog tweak~ _________ another COA shirt
18 — Oni PCP * BRC cancer?. shoe-boot = stick-shift car clutch _ several therapy months required . less travel PCP
17 — week three into sandals __ pain into ankle/leg car shifts - several more months required ________ using walker COA
16 — renal nutrition support LOST via medicare coding non understanding of CKD need for nutritionist *
15 — Tikku NEU*dementia _ ______________________________ _____________________________ __________
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13 — boot healing focus _____ get back to normal foot use _______________________
12 — renal nutritionist ___ a goober week plus spaghetti/jelly beans________ maladies better _______ 263# surprise
11 — stature mire _________ incontinence difficulty grows ______ ______________________________ _____________
10 — new Air arrives _______ uplift psyche move to real retirement . deleted ‘others’ pix ______________ boot use stable
09 — old Air w/iPad screen _ shoulder/foot pain MALADIES WEEK psyche and stature worn down __ 268#
08 — arrange dietitian 2023 . debug slide digitization work flow NOT mixed feelings about Tradition write pix from Photos
07 — dietitian referral _____ become old and more together _____ several 4 hour sleep duration _____ a real retirement feel
06 — refine plant diet ______ Kent dietitian focus Finder _._____ real retirement? 91y activity lifestyle __ ______________
05 — Oni*PCP Desai*NEF referrals? backache relents ______ 2 day L foot pain, feed cold? .________ 264# in office
04 — GFR38* ___________ diet coast*healthspan ____________ life-flow model works __________ 271#
03 — LabCorp blood draw __ lab results advice referrals ______ chip at write/spiff life-model peace _ back*pain winter
02 — health*fog WROTE __ LabCorp* chip YS-life-model ___ instant decaf DIET 10’ multi outlet __ optimize routine
01 — web site publish~push . “George’s lazy” ANOTHER depression~intervention COA~not~ok _ 265# RIM^ok
2023 y85 balanced aims = live~philosophy, satisfice*health, COA retire office~stable, maintain^RIM.
2022 y84 life~quality = actualize*ERG universal needs J-S L-H Freeing-Fear __ CKD@bay __ reduce # NOT
2022 y84 wholism~ = mental~clarity, no chronic*pain, retire~stably, geriatric*PCP, maintain^RIM
2022 y84 balance priority ______1_______ _______2______ _____3_____ _____4______ ______5_______
53 — year-end deliberation _ web site continually updated 267# ____________________________________ no~chase
52 — 266# 265# _________ lots of short duration sleep _______ depression~intervention/associates _ 15y RIM^ok
51 — Shane memorial ___ 264# _______________________ defining Fit^normal ___________________ ordered duds
50 — D^Tune for RIM ____ precedence network language ____ FED*cold’ no zinc lozenges _____________ short on water
49 — YEAR 85 BEGINS __ Ray breaks-though RIM^ill __ COA birthday ‘celebration’ ______ 260# goal holiday crash
48 — Oni*PCP tele-health _ 1400c daily for weight*loss ___ RIM engine^light on again ____________ Photos glean~
47 — Apple Finder~glean __ NC 28th birthday~ fluids^ ______ COA retirement office~stability __________ creative write~
46 — happiness tractions COA 95yo owes wife’s family _ more normal retirement 263# __________ CKD diet hone
45 — younger NEF* ______ COA formal jacket spiff _______ RIM with dialysis* 265# _______________ diet undone
44 — LabCorp next M ____ clean/exam DDS* shower _______ j-l-f-anxiety? meal-to-meal ‘hunger’ ______ vac bag glean
43 — COA~workplace __ jelly* not zyrtec CKD*study ___ sensical~thought blog/book 261# _____ bins comfy~car
42 — dementia* NEU ___ atrophy spiff~ease~lazy93yo ____266# _______________________________ writer~dawn
41 — last 2022 nutrition __ April*Kelton dietitian _________ shower, eye wear grips, spiff via rest ? _____ 261#
40 — new whole book title _ return Lutein*Chondroitin __ “Unsaved” book title, new eyewear _______ hurricane
39 — eyewear* AmyNEF _ ITCH* restarted zyrtec _________ Amber non-chase ___________________ 3rd $8k walkaway
38 — nixed weak Moorjani _ CRUISE CANCELLATION 2nd . wholism~ ITCH diet meld ____________ 259#
37 — GFR 31* __________ brake light fix COA complaint ___ Susan tears, rear shelf NOT ____________ shower NOT
36 — 1st $8000 attempt ___ Jean/Jack Rose/Carl CKD hints _ sun-walk no HC2.5% crazy itch _______ 259#, sad COA
35 — wholism~ ESC ____ slack personal challenge _____ mental clarity/energy/rest/slack/focus a1783 a1840/260#
34 — RETIRE THREAT recoup __ COA refuge “let go” CALM ____ ‘nutritionist’* diet renew _____ ESC wholism~
33 — Elder Self Care rules _ transmission LabCorp NOT ___ ease PBD* more carefree attitude ___ rewrite bucket list #1
32 — GFR 23 key lock ^ _ red meat complete protein* __ PBD life ruin, BP pills indecision __ ginger, head cuts, shower
31 — Plant Based Diet* _ negative COA psych impact ___ beard cut not, repair adds 5000 photos __ laundry, lock block
30 — ONI geriatric PCP*_ COA 9-4 member# activitySheet _ BLOG FULFILLMENT reduce # ___ RIM spiff ^ shower
29 — Air Photos/slides ____ GFR fall =reduce BMI _________ * CKD stage 4 death undetermined ___ HR PCP prep
28 — GFR 34 ___________ study post-cruise car-living ^ _____ CA belongings are ‘sunk costs’ ________ blood draw
27 — LabCorp disaster ____ web site 3.0 COA x3 to 3:30pm _ __________ stalled: Photos, HR GFR read, haircuts, shower
26 — Photos still stuck ____ COA soap opera ill, Rx’s sync ____ Happiness Report stall, duds spiff _____ face haircut shower
25 — nose leak ceases ____ another COA covid scare ________ COA dine leader quits again _________ (3) 5 hr. sleep spans
24 — ? allergy cold ? ____ no COA covid, heat allergy colds __ no energy to study/write plan ice _____ continue fruit mix
23 — Photos glean NOT __ 3 COA folk, four life-epochs ____ Photos book, COA ’takeover’ recovers _ glean keywords
22 — slack time mgt. _____ ~ HBO ok, health services aligned __ unstick Photos, super cruise-sunhat __ nix another binder
21 — happiness report __ stoic/cruise bits integration _______ 14 week laundry 4 week shower ______ push Photos
20 — nutrition RIM spiff __ supra medical visit 265# focus __ adv. directive/live.will NOT _________ blog lead photo
19 — cruise bits ROWing __ 8 hr.eats sodium swell F 91 shade __ lo intensity happy stoic clip not ______ Photos share NOT
18 — BMI diet, backpack __ health binder gleaned ___________ personal card-development-page _____ no-stop update…
17 — skinPA fall #5 _____ wrote F.O.diagram SignifyMD ____ share family Photos NOT YET ______ share pix via email
16 — dental clean ________ Fit fluids, print personal cards _____ Susan clean-air ___________________ $20 buys bingo seat
15 — dementia update ____ renew mental clarity study PCP ____ eyes sinus wane __________________ x duplicate Photos
14 — delayed PCP#3 _____ * geriatric PCP #4 Dr.ONI _____ insects began gym lot shade week 17 _ next challenge
2022 Qtr 1 brief: health ease see *, RIM ‘ok’ see ^, walk pain wanes, cruise prep, ~ philosophical study/‘write’.
13 — nutrition FIBER* ____ popup problems easily fixed _______ intense months turned slack _______ print MD prep
12 — GFR 44 Signify delay_ easier intensity _______________ share Photos, COMFORT FOOD _ nix duplicate Photos
11 — nutritionist* delay ___ pain L sac. mid breast bone uneasy . printer, referral corrected _________ cruise special needs
10 — solidify calm walk ___ review CKD team leader* aims __ blog history to 1938 phlegm ______ ^ seat cover fiddle
09— | retrieve calm life _ chronic pain cramping see w18 _ RIM tech reawakens, nose leak _____ ^ 110v in-car reset
08 —| * effect #3 PCP ____ living-will Bob, back pain gel not ____ less life alarm, ‘family’ input _______ ^ integrator worn
07 —| * Nephrologist ____ renal diet advice v current BMI diet _ old PCP fired after consult w/new_ ^ no knock at idle
06 —| * no osteoporosis ____ nephrologist delays mood study ____ nix 8-week blood donate itch pain _ * Susan RN input
05 — fill-in* PCP (#3) _____ * GFR DECLINES chronic pain 2 __ scale C dental* w/2021f1099 ______ ^ 89 octane fuel
04 — GFR 37* LPN review . self stability ^ panic potential _____ “Rationality” ~ FunOrg use _______ * LabCorp results
03 — ^ RIM yo-yo ______ * diet discipline, cut Netflix _________ calmer profile, COA singing ___ install ^ seat cover not
02 — ^ RIM work? _______ gym * spine/torso twist not _________ * second diet map, sneezes _______ Susan ~ Stoicism
01 — | holidays week off ___ * renal, spiff, wits ~ Wondrium ___ prep Omicron multiple symptoms __ “let it happen”
======================================== resolution for y84: SELF spirit-development responsibility
5 years of SELF-spirit-responsibility LIFE-EPOCH-FOUR below and continued above
Starkly compare the above next year’s actualization as it happens. CKD to ESRD TERMINAL ? (see week 12 GFR reversal)
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2021 y83 balanced: chronic pain, mental clarity, retirement Five Towns, renal diet, RIM deterioration, cruise.
2021 y83 priority ________1_____ ______2______ __________3__________ ____4 ___ ________5________ __ 6 __
2021 y83 death quality __ wears DNR lanyard since 2021 ___ iPad dead-end
2021 Qtr 4 brief: dental, PCP, MD, DMV, ESC LTC non need; dementia clarity; cruise; retire settled; RIM see ^.
52 — ^ misfire stops _____ focus on y84 spiff _____________ ideate luggage tux nixed again _____ no excursions so far
51 — ^ coasted _________ seat cover, ^ tweak pantry _______ Legacy Contact, pal chat _______ donate blood LAST
50 — ^ engine light ______ diet, ^ new fans/110v battery _ blog life-sum page+ for ~ book ____ * diet map
49 — ^ a/c stutter _______ diet worked, wrote, jumper used _ return walk exercise, heat pad _____ up pain tolerance
48 — diet renal BMI _____ RIM license to 89yo __________ Thanksgiving by Erin _____________ Blogger tabs tweak
47 — RIM cooker#3 ____ Four Towns retirement eBike? ____ retire settled DMV renewal ______ Blogger theme+
47 — MD Signify ________ work Personal Health Record ____ better eyewear, car glean __________ pantry filled
46 — tele MD prep ______ _____________________________ ~ key read word autotelic _________ Photos/slides share
45 — PCP $8000 cruise _ actualized single stateroom _______ ~ “Optimal Experience” read ____ 110v for slides scan
44 — left sacroiliac pain ___ pay cruise, RIM jump starter _____ Long Term Care study ____________ zero of ten needs
43 — dementia MD ______ navigated family _____________ RIM DMV vision, gave blood ______ mental clarity Rx
42 — encouraged Susan _______________________________ hope everlasting via family challenge __ birthday trifecta
41 — dental clean/exam _________________________________ worked PHR, 121/81/58 @ PCP ____ less stress/anxiety
40 — pain/infirm cope ____ Elder ‘child-care’ Self Care _______ smooth life flow
2021 Qtr 3 weeks’ progress in personal growth while avoiding overreach, recurring chronic pain, HBP re-controlled.
week clinic health ________ slippery slope spiff ______________ other stuff
39 — pain management __ ESC books, spider bite ID _______ upper body & back/leg pain
38 — dementia/#2PCP _ ESC contacts, y84 mind weak ___ back pain, hamburgers most of week
37 — thigh atrophy _____ back pain, Togo finger heal ___ avoid overreach, blog search capability
36 — aim dental ________ gym/rest daily multiples _________ better-Blogger-theme
35 — GFR 39 demented ? _ Spironolactone Rx ___________ extra Air4 power cable _________________ gave blood
34 — flu shot ____________ fall #4 no exercise walks/hikes ___ personal chaos continues
33 — diet reset ___________ personal chaos ______________ Happiness report Blog page
32 — #1PCP HBP h-shot Happiness report ____________ diet fixes, w/o DDS no pain, BP monitor
31 — GFR 40 daily 1300c ?_ mask returns, asset spiff bits ______ LIFE QUALITY/life expectancy
30 — DENTAL REVOKE HBP no control v lat year ______ gym cardio, no ‘hip’ pain
29 — gym returns ________ ice cream returns _______________ amity, wrote blog, no walks/hikes
28 — hip belt walks _______ psycho food ___________________ SAME PAIN 5 MONTHS AGO, gave blood,
27 — walk pain varies _____ control food amount NOT _______ flow web sites NOT .
2021 Quarters 1 and 2 — POA by Bob, gave blood to 10.5 gal., warmer sleep bag, daily ice cream policy nixed, turkey/fish/eggs, vaccine frees gym, FaceTime Dr, ‘hip’ pain up to 10 since 21w06 until 21w32 (7 months), ‘fall#3’, spiff, spironolactone nixed 21w05 to 21w32 for ‘BP a bit low’ (7 months little personal responsibility), poison ivy, weight loss, orange soda (benzene, caffeine), house/www sits, #2 PCP caught dementia in yearly Medicare more info/control, y83 happiness report want, Blog/Tome write.
26 - Jessica replaces DDS cleaner Lorraine BP 113-74.61
15 - GFR 46
2020 y82 back pain _____ into streaming from St.Cloud ___ entertainment HBO Netflix ________ Wondrium held on
2019 y81 body weaker _ CA vision turns FL retirement __ Disney annual pass nixed by Covid __ Disney pic with walker
2018 y80 CKD toxins eluded CA 2 PharmD advice
evicted CA gone is tricycle tools clothes refused additional 6 month visit because return to car-living from CA too traumatic
25 — return-to-FL trauma _ CA eviction after years of visits ____ many years envisioned CA retire ____ CA Fit a/c fix
2018 August Pine Hills dental
2018 March-April DeBary Africa probably took walker delivery but could have been Fall DeBary
12 — prophy BP 163.91.54
06 — drug interaction analysis in CA [overkill/superficial] probable CA eviction but June also likely
2018 January Pine Hills dental
2017 y79 prostate cancer
2017dec — begins y80 of lifeway flow CA visit
2017nov — blood donation chose prostate radiation v surgery based on Jim C experience PCV13 vaccine
48 — 5-day Azithromycin
41 — 4-day Ciprofloxacn Biagioli assumed for gold seeds implant
40 — $100 CT Williams
2017oct — vascular surgeon referral for legs’ rash
2017sep — blood donation, home-sit DeBary Yellowstone
34 — glucose stick Rx Pichardo initialization Lisa Williams read 120 8am oatmeal 165-93-57 $100 nuclear bone scan
33 — $100 CT FL hospital winter park
31 — Williams 122.60 235# furosemide to leach ‘fluorides’ erection/prostate questionnaire for Shridhar intro
2017aug - PCP(HTN), DDS, deeper best-friend talk way short radiation biopsy diet Lisa Williams
29 — Midkiff social worker anxiety Buspirone Rx
29 — 78yo Williams biopsy (Gleason 7 cancer) urinalysis negative no edema f/u Oct post DeBary he talked w/Shridhar
29 — Kahn vascular surgery referral Pichardo nix
2017jul — legs ill, blood donate, Tx diet/eyes, skate nix, dental, prostate bleed, therapy Dx
2017jul — Pine Hills clinic Kahn(x-lisinopril f/u labs) Pichardo PCP Midkiff(anxiety) Cardona(prophy) Travis(fillings)
28 — leg duplex ultrasound = normal eye exam Brian Lower Union? single vision $5
27 — Kahn (infection amoxicillin lotrimin clotrimazole) 165-97.58 swell x-ray$100 venous nix $100 leg rash itch Naples 6+pix
26 — Monical PCP clonidine nixes IBU finger sticking light diet advice
25 — Naples refill Pichardo lisinopril buspirone hydralazine
2017jun — bad bicycle FALL#2, solitude self-talk, glucose 148>122<145, heal to ‘lo key’, daily bicycle
2017may — blood donation, motel, Everglades revisit, unlimited data via Susan 470 ml bladder capacity?
21 — contrast CT $100 CIPROfloxacn enema biopsy/renal ultrasound blood in urine (hematuria) non emptying
2017apr — new PCP 5 HTN Rx, RIM a\c, ‘vacation’, beach walk, eviction pessimism kids
2017mar — FL WellCare Medicare Advantage, FL Community Health Center clinic
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22 years of family chase LIFE-EPOCH-THREE below
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2018q2 CA eviction no place for tricycle tools clothes refused additional 6 month visit then return to car-life too traumatic:(
2017jul-2015 Optical Outlets eyewear
2017mar27-29 Fit DIYa/c mechanic
2017feb — evicted from Apex NC again followed son’s direction immediately
2016 y78 above left ear skull-skin cancer five inch scar
2016 NC health care a disaster multi-page report to Aetna#466550 cleared mess
46 — Cook
45 — Monical
43 — specialty/surgery copays $55/$35 micrographic surgery consult Cook Duke 138-90.82 oxycodone 5 mg
31 — Younkin
19 — two biopsy scalp/back $35/$35
18 — 140.90.61 214#
16 — 144.106.64 214#
12 — Randell progressive eyewear $100
06 — Younkin $5 164.110.72 214# geriatric checklist
02 — oatmeal 164-104-54 221# 8-wk blood donate frozen berries v ice 2-hour sleep duration decades daily BP angst
01 — WellCare confirms cancellation for 2016 referral to dermatology by Younkin
2015 y77 multimeter
42 — Rex Blood Services 226.111 209.105 212#
2015 find NC PCP first, chose convenience (Ham-Ying), Aetna Medicare Advantage
2015 — pursuit of family with Chris to NC $35,000?
2014nov — began this blog not as a writer but as a scribbler
2014 y76 February Foresthill CA eviction, tux relinquished (the elitist uniform)
2013?nov y75 Lincoln CA visit for supper with Daewoo, CPAP nix, ended in Phoenix weekly the next day
2010 y72
201x home-sit through hurricane Lake Nona FL trip to New Zealand
2005dec y65 eviction Baldwin Park FL son Chris
2005feb - Foresthill CA eviction perhaps a divorce/annulment/expectation carryover/sub current
2003 y63 evicted/aborted by Connie Milwaukee WI -- a rerun of her 1938 deliberation -- the same H2o eviction outcome
2002 y64? CA New Year’s Eve from Ed’s Tom Lyn mixed table
1961-2003 visited Connie Milwaukee WI at least once each year from KS DE FL OH … we were never friends … H2o tried
2002 y62 social security starts
2000-2014 y62 family w/Chris FL moved daughter Susan to CA job and marriage then divorce (she’s also meant to be single)
20xx home-sit for other-grandpa Bob of DeBary FL who went to Yellowstone and/or Africa twice yearly
199x a year at Marco Island FL one-quarter Master Bridge point ballroom-dance Honda 110v camp hookup
1998-1999 y60 lived w/daughter Susan in Columbus OH left remaining bedroom furniture/TV
1997-2017 y59 began family pursuit cross country visit-by-invitation, began RIM development (car living)
================ family chase begins to assist in SELF-spirit-reconstitution continued self-spirit-development
35 years life-partnership-chase LIFE-EPOCH-TWO below
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1997-1998 y57 Pauline companion contract __ Olathe KS bicycling __ enough retirement $ ._______ quit umpiring y58
1996-1997 y56 Martin companion contract __ KS City KS bicycling _ drank/died after I left ________ gambled _______
1995-1996 y56 Sue Mueller ‘life partner’ ___ live-in __ house refurbishments, PhD Fun. Org. dissertation completed
1995 y56 formal article #1838 positing his values. He is really retired but doesn’t know it yet.
1994-1995 y55 KCMO home share rent bridge socialization brushed w/functioning drug family — more life study
1992 y53 Europe with Ingrid ____ lived with her brother in German Swabia Mediterranean Spain tent camp seaside
1983-1997 y44-y54 sports career __ Kissimmee FL offered 700 yearly _____ 500 games yearly softball umpire
1991 y52 retired at age 52 _____ but didn’t realize then (see 2021 Four Townes settle) ___ traveled and umpired
1990 y52 finished Benedictine school year interviewed local engineer job life philosophical self-study _ umpired
1989 y50 taught mgt. acc. mkt. capping courses at Benedictine College KS _____________________ umpired
1988 y49 taught management courses Wesley College DE ___ Minette ‘Queeny’ _______________ umpired
1987 y48 taught accounting courses Concord College WV ___ Nanette ________________________ umpired
1986 y47 pursued Education Administration doctorate courses Bowling Green University OH ____ umpired
1985 y46 educational career _ administered 50 Business faculty Terra Technical College OH _ (minor controller job)
1984 y45 surgeries __ Parents W/o Partners president __ Karen __ (personal conclusion: H2o no fit remarriage profile)
1983 y44 mid-life crisis _21y marriage divorced annulled _ secondary interest sports career umpire softball for 14y
1981 y42 Senior Consultant Emerson Consultants _ Frederick Taylor contemporary _ Scientific Management father
1980 y42 first personal computer _ TRS80 with printer and case flew to TX client to self-produce report for extra pay
197x Lima Electric OH controller
197x Illinois State supervisor of downstate Credit Unions
197x CMA, Springfield Plastics IL IA, from small VP position ran company thru drought-bankruptcy liquidation
197x DeZurik MN refused big non-quality manufacturing VP position, streets covered in ice/snow six months of year
1971 y33 MBA _________ _________________________________________________ interest infused: life-long learning
197x Fond du Lac WI ____ evenings started/operated Junior Achievement Center ______ Toastmasters, Junior Chamber
197x Mercury Marine, Pacific Ocean, Disney World, Grand Canyon three-weeks vacations with three kids in a Buick Riviera
1961 y23 Centralab Globe-Union manufacturing/industrial engineer marriage read ‘vespers’ through day
1960 y22 BSME 2-year NROTC 4-F no-talk Catholic pre marital instructions by Monsignor ____ never knew Elaine
========================= life-partnership chase begins resulting in damping of SELF-spirit-development
22 years of H2o-self-spirit-development LIFE-EPOCH-ONE below
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1959 y21 knighted “Happy Harv” by the ‘kids’ bowling team that bested the men’s league (thus Happy Harv Otto H2o)
1958 y20 anchored ‘kids team’ to first in men’s league
1956 y18 league bowling paid by Uptown Lanes, tended bar, repaired automatic pinsetters, never broke 200 average
1955 y17 high school blossomed into Father Hickey Cathedral decoration job offer by consulting artist (gold leaf, etc)
1954 y16 won $100 doubles bowling tourney with maintenance Carl from Vliet-Recreation bowling alley
1953 y15 skipped final high school exams worked for nun’s tuition bicycled to downtown school wrench stolen
1953 y15 pin-setting at bowling alley job hunting solo _ never knew mother Connie nor father Senior as persons
1950 y12 worked several summers on Central Wisconsin relatives’ farm, dance hall/bars traveled solo train/bus
1949 y11 ran away to home via public transportation from Borsch kids teasing at east Milwaukee park
1948 y10 Xmas’+ with Senior’s remarried mother Louise’s big Borsch family Connie factory worker left w/o $ support
1947 y9 masturbating as latchkey kid (never stopped life-long) lied to avoid confession Connie smoked divorced Senior
1946 y8 sometime here Senior’s tavern-owner father hung himself probably serious cancer Senior was functioning alcoholic
xx — daily Mass read “between the lines” from the Missal learned secularism from parochial education
1945 y7 education turned over to parochial schools relocated residence to school next block Connie worked overtime
1944 y6 walked solo a mile to first grade, walked two miles to home bored waiting on mother Connie’s hair-fix
1943 y5 kindergarten likely began a lifetime anxiety avoiding Mom’s temper/anger (life triple jaw click teeth grinding)
1941 y3 walked away solo from home across streets found at local school by panicked neighbors watching playground kids
1939 y1 breast fed — probably happy — Senior drove truck military deferment post war father got him Schlitz brewery job
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1938 December 01 Harv born a bastard weeks after parents’ marriage of Connie’s-temper Senior’s drink but he never danced
1938 shotgun wedding: city-view v farm-view argued abortion (Connie delayed until 2003 — son Harv’s y63 ultimate eviction)